Saturday, August 31, 2013

Prisoner of Rage


Connie Bedwell continues her rage filled posts on her own facebook page. Her attempts at derailing justice resulted in her banishment from the courthouse until the jury returns with a verdict.

Unfortunately in our quest for the perfect case study of a true narcissistic psychopath, we won't be able to find the answer to nature or nurture today kids. Daddy Timothy Bedwell let loose his own wrath on the courts just as jury was exiting.  Narcissistic rage (just like Bill feels) is unquenchable. It's a result of getting to the heart of what scares narcissists the most - evidence that they can't fully manipulate their environment.

"Although everybody tends to react to narcissistic injuries with embarrassment and anger, the most intense experiences of shame and the most violent forms of narcissistic rage arise in those individuals for whom a sense of absolute control over an archaic environment is indispensable because the maintenance of self-esteem - and indeed of the self - depends on the unconditional availability of the approving-mirroring selfobject or of the merger-permitting idealized one." (Search for the Self, vol.2, pp.643 etc.)

Apparently baby Connster is so upset by this she's gone back to Bible-coding to regain her sense of control. Sorry Con, I just shook my magic 8 ball to check on your future, and this is what I got:



Feel free and take a moment to learn more about the true face of psychosis by reading the full update: http://www.thetruthaboutconnie.blogspot.com/

Friday, August 30, 2013

After Defeat Bill Goes in to Hiding


The showdown in Missoula was supposed to get Bill's mojo back.  He was going to go down there and get Sean Boushie arrested, get a restraining order, or at least fired and declare victory of his chief "hater".  In true vigilante style he orchestrated his own sting operation.  Turns out, playing police officer is a quick way for his adversary to get a restraining order against him.

So Windsor had to flea Montana with his tail tucked between his legs.  Reality is his biggest adversary and it is really bearing down on him now, he can't seem to escape the fact that his entire life is one big lie and a failure.  Bill is out of ideas, and is possibly running out of his never ending supply of cash.  Yes those perpetual trips with $150 a night Courtyard at Marriott bills are catching up to him.  I'm guessing the T-shirt sales are down, not to mention he probably never even sent out the ones that were purchased.  His lawsuit against Allie is going sideways, his stalking against Sean backfired, and all his "haters" have not been silenced.....in fact they have multiplied exponentially.  His remaining few followers are not only nobodies, they have nothing of value to offer bill.  They have no money, no skills and no connections, in short they are all worthless to Bill.

So Bill is left with nothing, and he has to resort to made up accolades like going on a diet or taking great pictures out of his car.  Yes he has failed, but sadly this is nothing new for him.  He has done this his entire life, he will go in to hiding, ignoring all the problems and obligations his most recent stalking tour accrued, and eventually emerge again with a slightly different vision of his same old scam.  This is the life of a gypsy con man.

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Bill's Death Drive


                          -by lawlessnomore


     In the summer of 1976, Nadia scored 7 perfect tens, and David Richard Berkowitz began a shooting spree that would leave 6 people dead and 7 others wounded.  Olympics be damned, worldwide press cemented the year forever in our memories as the Summer of Sam, due in part to the police manhunt and also to the letters staged by the killer.  While Summer of Sam too poetically for comfort abbreviates to S.O.S., it must also be poetic justice that Summer of Bill abbreviated becomes S.O.B.

     While both men’s adventures may be motivated by narcissistic delusions of grandeur, the truth is that they are play-acting (with devastating results) at the angel of death archetype which we have seen so many times before.  Indeed plagues have stalked civilization since time immemorial, and yet man has always devised a way to survive such onslaughts.  Moses, the father of the neighborhood watch, asked the Israelites to cleanse their doorways with lamb’s blood that the spirit of God would Passover their domiciles.  Glinda, the Good Witch of North, was a bit more cheerful when in syrupy sweet tones she proclaimed to the little people in funny costumes, “It’s all right. She’s gone.  You can all get up.”  And do you know: the practice caught on!  To this day, little people in funny costumes who show up at your door may be fended off with a single bowl of candy. Pagan and Christian rituals around the world sprung up to unite villagers in defending their homes against evil.  While Bill sees a civil conspiracy in the faces of the people gathered here, I see a national neighborhood watch working in cooperation with law enforcement for the safety of the public.

     The more infamous plagues of the middle ages occurred at an intersection of time when population levels sped past a speed bump in medical innovation.  The sciences were religiously regulated by…well, the church, to the suppression of both conventional wisdom (old wives tales) and emerging biological studies.  Rather than accept the changing times and take preventative steps for all mankind, we hear stories of self-quarantine by the wealthy nobility.  This would inspire the Edgar Allan Poe classic, “Masque of the Red Death,” wherein the Spectre of Death progresses further and further into the palace of one Prince Prospero.  Ironically, Bill’s narcissism is such that he is trying to isolate himself while trying to visit ruination upon those he claims are jeopardizing his own life.  Themes inherent in Poe’s “Masque” include revenge fantasies (upon the rich) and the futility of escaping death.

      Themes inherent in the S.O.B. include fantasies of death and sex.  Why those two topics together?  Freud recognized dual instincts which shape human personality: Eros and Thanatos.  Eros is the drive of life, love, creativity, and sexuality, self-satisfaction, and species preservation; and Thanatos, from the Greek word for "death" is the drive of aggression, sadism, destruction, violence, and death.  Freud believed that aggression towards others and self-destructive behaviour were outward projections of this death instinct.  It is a largely held belief that narcissists are not suicidal, and yet self-destructive actions which put oneself in potentially life threatening situations may indeed be subconscious suicidal ideations.  Can it not be said that in leaving reality behind Windsor has committed his own psychological death?  What is left of him but a vampiric like creature that stalks the living in search of lifeblood (in this case wealth and notoriety).  Malignant self-love has rendered him unable to contemplate a world without his existence, and yet this conflicts with the pleasure principle, his desire to avoid pain.

His final solution lies in manipulating the events of the suicide to look like murder. If Windsor can trap his victim into pulling the trigger, Bill dies believing that he has achieved immortality as a martyr and the ultimate revenge in his victim punished for murder.  A narcissist’s suicide then, is an act of mutually assured destruction. 

     One more tidbit: Inspired by Freud, social psychologist Eric Fromm believed the psychologically disturbed people were unable to love.  His theory, known as the theory of decay and epitomized by Adolph Hitler, recognized three main disorders: 1) necrophilia, or the love of death and the hatred of all humanity; (2) malignant narcissism, and 3) incestuous symbiosis, or an extreme dependence on one's mother or mother surrogate.


Summer is nearly over my friends and the fall is imminent!  

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Yes I Con

 - By The Yapinator (formerly known as Yappy)


This article topic started out with my repulsion of seeing Windsor's heartless post & photo of a homeless man in Missoula. It was painfully obvious Bill didn't care about the man, his plight or how much the man has to struggle on a daily basis for his basic needs. Most days, those basic needs are not met.

As Windsor rolls around in his 2013 fully loaded luxury model leather-interior Jeep (msrp $44,000) sleeping in his $160+/night room at the Marriott Courtyard (rm. 402 in Missoula), we read his endless whining online daily about the perils of living in such a deplorable & corrupt country like the USofA (his words, not mine). He keeps insisting he has no money whatsoever so who's bankrolling the roly-poly beast of Lawless if not his family? It's clear the man has no clue what it truly means to suffer or struggle in life.

The biggest life lesson Windsor could have is being dropped in the middle of a remote (and politically unrest) African village butt naked left alone to find shelter, food, water, clothing (yes PLEASE clothing) and safety. There's no way he could survive past day 3.

Bill's extreme narcissist need to post his every waking moment online provides us with tremendous insight into Bill's psyche. There's a couple in-depth fantastic articles on this blog where people wrote in detail about the narcissistic side of Windsor. Taking their lead, I decided to dig a little deeper and found further interesting information. In my opinion, I believe Bill Windsor to be a high-functioning sociopath with extreme narcissistic tendencies.

In the 10 traits listed below we can see Windsor come to life. 


http://www.naturalnews.com/036112_sociopaths_cults_influence.html

How to spot a sociopath - 10 red flags that could save you from being swept under the influence of a charismatic nut job.

10 signs for spotting a sociopath 


#1) Sociopaths are charming. Sociopaths have high charisma and tend to attract a following just because people want to be around them. They have a "glow" about them that attracts people who typically seek guidance or direction. Watch out for over-the-top sexual appetites and weird fetishes.

Sexual deviant appetite; Seeks out the most desperate victims in our society who hit rock bottom often because they're easiest to charm

#2) Sociopaths are more spontaneous and intense than other people. They tend to do bizarre, sometimes erratic things that most regular people wouldn't do. They are unbound by normal social contracts. Their behavior often seems irrational or extremely risky.


drive around the USA stalking people he hates; sporting a bullet-proof vest while going onto a University campus

#3) Sociopaths are incapable of feeling shame, guilt or remorse. Their brains simply lack the circuitry to process such emotions. This allows them to betray people, threaten people or harm people without giving it a second thought. They pursue any action that serves their own self interest even if it seriously harms others.

Stalking, divorcing without a second thought, suing people and enjoying it. Quote Windsor: When stalking his prey the other day, he was elated and proclaimed, "Such Fun!"

#4) Sociopaths invent outrageous lies about their experiences. They wildly exaggerate things to the point of absurdity, but when they describe it to you in a storytelling format, for some reason it sounds believable at the time.

examples: Lied about the amount the courts sanctioned against in him in the MoM case. He owed around $100K but claimed it was $4 million. Lied about the SCOTUS voiding the supreme court to the point he paid up to $10,000 for a fake press release to be sent out to all media across the nation. He's a FLAWLESS liar to say the least.

#5) Sociopaths seek to dominate others and "win" at all costs. They hate to lose any argument or fight and will viciously defend their web of lies, even to the point of logical absurdity.

Vexatious litigant - vexatious litigant - vexatious litigant. Need I say more? 

#6) Sociopaths tend to be highly intelligent, but they use their brainpower to deceive others rather than empower them.

one area that doesn't seem to fit Windsor unless you consider he's intelligent enough to use and re-use other people's idea's and put his personal take on it. 

#7) Sociopaths are incapable of love and are entirely self-serving. They may feign love or compassion in order to get what they want, but they don't actually FEEL love in the way that you or I do.

Washed his hands of his entire family and within 48 hours he was back on the road stalking people. He wouldn't allow his wife or family to tell him what to do and he didn't even bother to grieve for the loss of his marriage or give an appearance of grieving because he has no idea what normal people do or act in that situation. In fact, he seems overly relieved he no longer has to play THAT role in life 

#8) Sociopaths speak poetically. They are master wordsmiths, able to deliver a running "stream of consciousness" monologue that is both intriguing and hypnotic. They are expert storytellers and even poets.

He sure is able to tell quite the fairytales on about almost any subject he dreams up. 99% of Windsor's world are complete fabrications when fact-checked.

#9) Sociopaths never apologize. They are never wrong. They never feel guilt. They can never apologize. Even if shown proof that they were wrong, they will refuse to apologize and instead go on the attack.

I do not believe Windsor has ever apologized in his life.

#10) Sociopaths are delusional and literally believe that what they say becomes truth merely because they say it!

Bill's words: "To the best of my knowledge, I've never told a lie or I've never knowingly told a lie."   

To see a phenomenal (and remarkably insane) insight into Bill and how he believes the world should run read his own words here: http://lawlessamerica.com/images/stories/GRIP/state%20legislation%20proposal-2012-09-26.pdf

The Internet is unlike anything any other generation has ever experienced. It's a fast and vast growing machine, tracking our every move, providing insight into all aspects of life from G-rated Leave it to Beaver world all the way down to the darkest glory holes of hell.

In the case of Bill Windsor (Lawless America) what's played out over the past 18 months online at this blog and elsewhere I believe has provided a great warning for the rest of society. Windsor, whom I believe is a prolific life-long con artist has been able to get away with his con's for over 40 years large in part because he moved frequently and there was no one keeping track. What troubles Bill the most about a blog like this exposing exactly what he is (with his own words and actions) is the fact he can no longer get away with what he's doing to others. That's why he's in a rage and is attacking everyone he can locate. His scams are exposed, the jig is up. He knows no other way of life but the con and to take his ability to con and scam away, takes away his entire meaning in life.

When we take a close look at Windsor - the conman - what do we see that fits with every other sociopathic-con man? Below is a great piece that describe's Bill Windsor, the career con man sociopath.

To read the rest, go here: http://goldengate.bbb.org/article/the-psychology-of-the-scam-34976

When we look at the common psychology of con men and scam artists,              what do we learn?

  •  First and foremost, most career con men are sociopaths. They are self-absorbed and believe that anything they say and do justifies a positive outcome for themselves. They can’t imagine or don’t care about the consequences their actions have for the people they may hurt. They rationalize away any concern that they are harming other people with any number of self-delusional discussions, if they consider the ethical side of their scams at all. What’s good for them is, by definition, what’s good…period. 

  •  A sociopath, according to Dr. Robert Hare in his book Without Conscience, is characterized by many factors, including a lack of empathy and guilt, an abundance of charm, an inflated sense of his self-worth, an inability to accept responsibility, difficulty forming deep relationships despite an accentuated ability to fake commitment, heightened skills for manipulation, and a parasitic lifestyle. Psychologically, you couldn’t formulate a better mix of traits to create a con artist, and someone who has developed to this mental point couldn’t find a more comfortable career fit. 

  •  Based on their personal experience and personality traits, they probably have cultivated the skills to be an outstanding con man before they hit puberty, and would gravitate toward a con man’s lifestyle whether or not it was a conscious choice. 

  •  Most career con men have above-average intelligence, and that may help them stay a step ahead of the law, concoct complex money-making schemes, or adopt new technologies to use as tools better than other folks. Studying the complexity of some scams would reveal that the con man has a vast array of skills, from a knowledge of computers to well-developed planning and organizational talents. 

  •  A con man’s “people skills” are off the charts. To be a good con man, you need to be manipulative, charming, and a flawless pathological liar. Being a successful con man often depends on your ability to persuade people to ignore common sense and their own best interests, and you have to be convincing to do that. Sociopaths have developed those skills to the point of instinct. 

other great links on sociopath/psychopaths & con artists for reference: 
http://weinholds.org/spotting-con-artists/
http://www.mcafee.cc/Bin/sb.html
http://www.lovefraud.com/beware-the-sociopath/key-symptoms/psychopathsociopath/
http://www.sociopathworld.com/2010/04/diagnosis-sociopath-dsmhare.html
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/antisocial-personality-disorder/DS00829

None of us know how this is going to end but oh I'm so ready for an ending to this horrible fake life of the lawless man. In my opinion, there's no question we're watching a self-destructive mentally-ill man run around the USA continuing to hurt many people. As much as we'd wish Windsor would stop, pack it up, call it a day and crawl back to his wife and family begging for forgiveness, that's never going to happen. It won't happen because Windsor isn't wired like the rest of us. He's incapable of real love, real emotions and real connections. He is heartless to those he harms, in fact, he gets a sickening pleasurable high off of hurting others. The only way to stop him from hurting, stalking and harassing others is to take away his "drug of choice". To do so, we need law enforcement and his family to step in and stop this monster. We need a true selfless real American hero to step up to the plate and put an end to the insanity!


On a side note, I write a blog about a woman named Connie Bedwell. Approximately a year ago she was filmed by the great Bill Windsor. Bill eventually gave her the good ole C&D (no abate at that time because Bill didn't know the word existed). Prior to filming with Bill, she had Joey Dauben write up some very scandalous and untruthful reports about her EX-boyfriend.

She's one of the worst false accusers out there in the court system and has done a great deal of damage to real cases of custody and child abuse. She accused her EX of molesting her child many years ago but upon an extensive investigation it was proved untrue. Back in June 2011 all rights to her child were removed although she had not seen her child since early 2009. Since then, she's been in and out of court with DUI's, 2 felonies and 3 charges of breaking a court order.
Connie's father, Timothy Bedwell is accused of raping several young children over the course of many years. His trial started late last week. Yesterday, Connie was admonished by the court for her outrageous behavior during trial and breaking a gag order that was issued to her moments earlier. She was removed from the court property and not allowed to attend the remainder of her fathers trial.
The land of the lawless where people like her, Windsor and several others believe the rules and laws of the courts don't apply to them. They will act how they want and thumb their nose at the justice system every chance they get. As she and Windsor are learning, there are consequences to their repulsive behavior.
Here's a link to my blog for more detailed information: www.thetruthaboutconnie.blogspot.com

Monday, August 26, 2013

Pervert On the Run



Bill Windsor goes to Missoula Montana, spends two weeks stalking and annoying everyone he can, especially all the local adult book stores,  makes up his own "sting" operation and then is served a restraining order from Sean's wife forcing Bill to pack up and leave town with nothing to show for his terroristic efforts. So after cutting and running, he heads to Great Falls Montana where the sexual deviant and national terrorist tries to exploit the death of a young child for his own gain in a vain attempt at diversion from the failure in Missoula.

So it turns out that the great "sting" that Bill orchestrated on the grounds of the University of Montana was the evidence the Boushies needed to go to the local municipal court judge and get a restraining order, not only for her but for the property of the U of M as well.  Windsor filmed the serving of the order to him. Two officers calmly and clearly gave and explained the order to Bill as they both towered over the diminutive, pasty white and portly little coward from Georgia.  The interaction between the 5'8 Windsor and the two officers, who both looked to be in excess of 6'3, was classic.  Bill tried to control the conversation and tried to keep glancing at his stationary camera with his sheepish, insecure little smile that gave away that he was both frightened and nervous all at once.  Despite all his online puffery, when faced with law enforcement in real life, Bill is terrified and deeply insecure and for good reason.  Throw in the fact that both of these officers were actual real men, you then have Bill completely out of his element.  At the end of the video he tried to tell the officers a story about his made up magazine days, but it failed miserably as Windsor is no longer able to converse with real people in the real world, especially if they are not required to listen to him.

Windsor packs up his mobile terrorism vehicle and leaves town with his tail between his legs.  He heads to Great Falls to re-aggravate a story he already covered in his first go round with Lawless.  It its a tragic story of domestic violence that has gained much attention locally, but Bill wants to re-stir that pot especially since he is desperate to change the topic from his failure in Missoula.  Bill, always looking for the shock value, posted several pictures on his personal fb page showing the dead child with the wounds visible.  He tries to blame CPS for allowing this to happen.  I think in a lot of ways, this marks the bottom of the barrel for the sexual deviant, domestic terrorist and murderer advocate.  Exploiting a deceased child in this shock value type of way is something no human being could do.  Windsor is not even a human being, and should not be given the rights and privileges that we give to other human beings.