Is it all just Grandiose Delusions of a Narcissist Man Named William M Windsor?

Today's lesson comes to you from the letter N. 

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A true Narcissist needs to feed their narcissistic tendencies. It's been called, “Narcissistic Supply Sources” or “NSS's.” They look for people to give them compliments, or accolades by whatever means necessary. They crave the attention, it feeds them, propels them, and their constant need for this attention is relentless.

Charlotte X “Our prayers are with you.”

Janet X “We love you Bill...”

William X “GOD BLESS YOU BILL.

Milia X “Bill you are great, sending my love to you.”

But what happens when this supply is cut off? They are propelled into a narcissistic crisis. The need to feed becomes much like an addict looking for a fix, resulting in a the Grandiosity Gap between the fantasies of the Narcissist and reality. This triggers defensive actions, so they can stabilize themselves, with the least amount of emotional liability. He must protect his ego.

”Bill Windsor has now lost almost everything.”

”According to one report, there may have been a plot to have me killed.”

”My family gave me an ultimatum, Stop your efforts with Lawless America or lose your family. I told them I would not allow my family to tell me what I can and can not choose to do.”

One action is to flee the scene of his failures, and thus create an alibi for potential future failures to reduce his egotistic pain. He must transform his life into some magnificent work of art. The narcissist is much like an actor, who's creation is his life. He will adapt to any scene, as long as he has an audience, and he can change and adapt to any audience as necessary to maintain NSS's. The world is a stage to the Narcissist.

”I am mentally making plans to relocate away from Georgia...”

”When I left Georgia two weeks ago, I ceased to be a resident. I am relocating to Texas. Central North Texan to be precise.”

”I am now officially a resident of South Dakota.”

They don't like to work with others because it sets the stage for failure, pain, abandonment and self destruction. To a Narcissist it's really all about self-preservation tactics. They believe they are so unique, and their uniqueness is enough to establish their position. They believe they are entitled to special treatment, in every area of life, without actually creating or achieving anything.

”I am doing this essentially all by myself. No one is traveling with me.”

A partial list of roles or characteristics would include

• Crook, dangerous, unpredictable, verbally violent, deterring;
• Businessman, rich, well connected, powerful;
• Genius, innovator, encyclopaedic;
• Revolutionary, reformer, non-conformist, rebellious;
• Asexual, monkish, pervert;
• Author, intellectual, bohemian, artist;
• Family man, father, sage, experienced, stable, and authoritative;
• Charming, childish, honest, open, innocent, vulnerable, requires assistance and support.
  
  

Bill Windsor makes plans in case he is killed or disappears while in Montana.

William M Windsor targeted for assassination by U.S. Government

William M Windsor is a reasonably normal 63-year-old husband, father and grandfather.

William Michael Windsor is an American with a business and publishing background. He is chairman and chief executive officer of “The Windsor Companies”.

Lawless America Revolution show with William M Windsor.”

Narcissists deceive everyone around them in more ways than one. It's because they know how to adapt, and use the people around them for their 'NSS feedings.' If they don't get what they need, they create a new stage.

”I Bill Windsor, write this online publication, and I am producing a documentary film and pilot for a proposted weekely t.v. series...I am a card carrying member of the press. I have been a magazine publisher for most of my career. I began my media work in high school. I have been a radio and TV announcer. I have been a radio news reporter. I formerly hosted a weekly TV news show. For the last several years, I have published online and I have produced online radio and TV shows..."

”William M Windsor candidate for Chief Magistrate Judge of Cobb County Georgia, filed criminal charges against 25 Judges who are members of the Judicial Counsel of Georgia.”

The loss of control of their Grandiosity gap turns everything they used to attract the NSS's, against them. What once was projected as benign power, is transformed into rage and humiliation directed at others or groups. What once was wealth, is transformed into overspending, frivolous ventures, or just carelessness. Publicity is sought through lies and fantasies. The Narcissist reacts in numerous ways to the NSS's which no longer feed the need. They are no longer functional to him. To help change this downward spiral he has to use his “Grandiosity Compensation.” It is a vicious cycle in trying to adjust the two. The need is for a more Grandiose Fantasy to lure in new NSS's.

”Bill Windsor files criminal charges against 37 cyberstalkers”.

”William M Windsor of Lawless America has requested correction and retractions to defamation, libel and slander.”

”Justice of the Peace Jim Bailey is corrupt and a criminal”

"Judge Duffy is the most responsible for my failed marriage"

To achieve the superiority fill of the narcissist, he must degrade the NSS and belittle them. They are the polar opposite as he see's himself. This is the way he gains and maintains superiority. Once the NSS's turn against him and rebel against their prescribed role, the narcissist sees this as the ultimate resistance to his superiority. The narcissist will then move on to find other NSS's to feed his need, to maintain his false reality of superiority, greatness, and uniqueness. Any resistors, will be deemed useless, in order to pacify the narcissist's failure for these “objects” and his once necessary use for them. All people are deemed “Objects” to the narcissist, and expendable when rendered combative to his ego. Grandiosity Compensation ensues.

”I thrive on project such as the one right here.”

”And to all the slimeballs out there...I advise them to remember that you should never get in a fight with someone who has nothing to lose. I now longer have anything to lose. So I will go after each and every one of the crooks and sickos with everything I've got. I would hate to lose my family and have little to show for it in the end.”

Standard Cease, Desist (and sometimes) Abate orders are issued here, to anyone and everyone who has ever crossed the path of this seemingly narcissistic man, and refused to placate him or feed his sickness.