Thursday, August 29, 2013

Bill's Death Drive


                          -by lawlessnomore


     In the summer of 1976, Nadia scored 7 perfect tens, and David Richard Berkowitz began a shooting spree that would leave 6 people dead and 7 others wounded.  Olympics be damned, worldwide press cemented the year forever in our memories as the Summer of Sam, due in part to the police manhunt and also to the letters staged by the killer.  While Summer of Sam too poetically for comfort abbreviates to S.O.S., it must also be poetic justice that Summer of Bill abbreviated becomes S.O.B.

     While both men’s adventures may be motivated by narcissistic delusions of grandeur, the truth is that they are play-acting (with devastating results) at the angel of death archetype which we have seen so many times before.  Indeed plagues have stalked civilization since time immemorial, and yet man has always devised a way to survive such onslaughts.  Moses, the father of the neighborhood watch, asked the Israelites to cleanse their doorways with lamb’s blood that the spirit of God would Passover their domiciles.  Glinda, the Good Witch of North, was a bit more cheerful when in syrupy sweet tones she proclaimed to the little people in funny costumes, “It’s all right. She’s gone.  You can all get up.”  And do you know: the practice caught on!  To this day, little people in funny costumes who show up at your door may be fended off with a single bowl of candy. Pagan and Christian rituals around the world sprung up to unite villagers in defending their homes against evil.  While Bill sees a civil conspiracy in the faces of the people gathered here, I see a national neighborhood watch working in cooperation with law enforcement for the safety of the public.

     The more infamous plagues of the middle ages occurred at an intersection of time when population levels sped past a speed bump in medical innovation.  The sciences were religiously regulated by…well, the church, to the suppression of both conventional wisdom (old wives tales) and emerging biological studies.  Rather than accept the changing times and take preventative steps for all mankind, we hear stories of self-quarantine by the wealthy nobility.  This would inspire the Edgar Allan Poe classic, “Masque of the Red Death,” wherein the Spectre of Death progresses further and further into the palace of one Prince Prospero.  Ironically, Bill’s narcissism is such that he is trying to isolate himself while trying to visit ruination upon those he claims are jeopardizing his own life.  Themes inherent in Poe’s “Masque” include revenge fantasies (upon the rich) and the futility of escaping death.

      Themes inherent in the S.O.B. include fantasies of death and sex.  Why those two topics together?  Freud recognized dual instincts which shape human personality: Eros and Thanatos.  Eros is the drive of life, love, creativity, and sexuality, self-satisfaction, and species preservation; and Thanatos, from the Greek word for "death" is the drive of aggression, sadism, destruction, violence, and death.  Freud believed that aggression towards others and self-destructive behaviour were outward projections of this death instinct.  It is a largely held belief that narcissists are not suicidal, and yet self-destructive actions which put oneself in potentially life threatening situations may indeed be subconscious suicidal ideations.  Can it not be said that in leaving reality behind Windsor has committed his own psychological death?  What is left of him but a vampiric like creature that stalks the living in search of lifeblood (in this case wealth and notoriety).  Malignant self-love has rendered him unable to contemplate a world without his existence, and yet this conflicts with the pleasure principle, his desire to avoid pain.

His final solution lies in manipulating the events of the suicide to look like murder. If Windsor can trap his victim into pulling the trigger, Bill dies believing that he has achieved immortality as a martyr and the ultimate revenge in his victim punished for murder.  A narcissist’s suicide then, is an act of mutually assured destruction. 

     One more tidbit: Inspired by Freud, social psychologist Eric Fromm believed the psychologically disturbed people were unable to love.  His theory, known as the theory of decay and epitomized by Adolph Hitler, recognized three main disorders: 1) necrophilia, or the love of death and the hatred of all humanity; (2) malignant narcissism, and 3) incestuous symbiosis, or an extreme dependence on one's mother or mother surrogate.


Summer is nearly over my friends and the fall is imminent!  

65 comments:

  1. Great article LNM.
    "it must also be poetic justice that Summer of Bill abbreviated becomes S.O.B." LMAO! Perfect.
    We can hope that fall will bring the Fall of Windsor?

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    1. Yeah, I like that too - SOB.

      "I see a national neighborhood watch working in cooperation with law enforcement for the safety of the public". Yeah, Bill united people in ways he never imagined.

      Thanks for your thoughts, LNM

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    2. Thanks all, I think what I most wanted to understand is how a healthy interest in death (Halloween) present in so many of us, becomes something so gruesome in others.

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    3. Aside from his morbid writings and fixations on exploiting the death of others, he does seem to like to use it to draw attention to himself, almost like he is jealous of the attention others have gotten or something. Very strange indeed, but lets recap a few highlights over the years.

      "Jul 21, 2013- Will filmmaker Bill Windsor be murdered in Missoula Montana next week?

      Jul 30, 2013 - Death Threat against Bill Windsor is linked to Claudine Dombrowski and the American Mothers Political Party.

      Jun 29, 2013 - Sean Boushie emails Bill Windsor with another death threat.

      Jan 2013- I am receiving many threats, including death threats, mainly from people who I have removed from the movie for dishonesty, so there are plenty of nuts out there other than the corrupt judges and government officials.

      May 12, 2011 - William M. Windsor Targeted for Assassination by U.S. Government.

      Nov 15, 2011 - I believe Judge Thomas W. Thrash would be involved in any plot to have me killed or arrested on manufactured charges"

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    4. Ninja those are the words of a paranoid schizophrenic guy.

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    5. Sean, I think those are the same tired, recycled stories of a Sociopath with extreme Narcissistic tendencies. These (just like all his other dramatic notice me, notice me, stories) are all made up, packaged a bit different each time, to get attention.

      I bet if we searched all his "Medical stories" we'd find the same tired, recycled b.s.
      Let's see, just in the past few months he's had a broken tooth, dizzy spells, cancer scare, detached retina story, shaky hands or admitted tremors, etc. All this from a man who said he was in perfect health if the above post I made, happened. Tie in the drama.

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    6. I wonder if he is a hypochondriac?

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    7. All this leads to his obsessive filing, hes has this addiction with Drama. Like a living real life reality Show.

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    8. Exactly. This is the Windsor Show. Nothing of reality matters. He is writing the script, producing, editing, and filming.

      His perception of life, vs reality is completely made up. Which leads to his obsessive filings. When he doesn't like the script, he writes a new one. He bragged about being smarter than the Judges and Attorneys in cases he's lost. He just tries to re write the endings (blaming corruption) because he can't admit he doesn't know jack diddley squat! Amend! Appeal! Amend! Appeal! (again all writing, court filings, blogs, website, FB, everything! It's all written- the script)

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    9. Hypochondriac, or malingering to hide his real activities, and he's probably been accused by doctors of both. He certainly isn't doing what he needs to do to be healthy. I'm really not judgmental towards others in regards to diets, just to the billspit.

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    10. Ninja, it's funny and sickening to go back to Windsor's old writings (both blogging and court filing) as well as his old talkshoes. In one of his talkshoes from 2012 (I think February), he literally says that the things that get the most hits are death threats and violence against children and elderly.

      Everytime I go back to his old stuff, I find more and more places he spells out exactly who he is. It's really scary.

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    11. Well done, LNM!

      Sluggo On Laptop (SOL)

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    12. FOW. SOL these are hilarious keep it up. KIU. Lol

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    13. OH MY GOD. LNM, people do not want to read your incoherent stream of consciousness tripe. Your writing violates the norms of LOGIC. Please go here and get a clue: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stream_of_consciousness_(narrative_mode)

      No one wants to wander around in your pedantic literary labyrinths.

      Maybe you need Ritalin!

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    14. She's Alive! Whew, we were so worried for you. We heard about how sick you are and we have been praying for your health. Are you getting sleep and fresh air? So important for you. Not easy dealing with so many ailments at once, like the chicken and the egg for you.

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    15. Oh and Susan, I visited a Baltimore school the other day that was as filthy as a dirty subway tunnel. There are some wonderful charter schools in the DC/Baltimore area; but also quite a few poor schools. I visited one where the library was the size of a broom closet. I was horrified. Since you are so wise and so committed to sharing your experience with others, I wondered if you had done any volunteer work with the area schools. So much need here, makes me sad.

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  2. LOL- I am unable to stop giggling at the S.O.B. and the fall is imminent.

    Interesting article LNM. Love your writing.

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    1. Such BS from BW. Maniac. Dunno where or when or how his antics will end someday, but they will, and it won't be pretty. soon would be good though. for everyone's sake.

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    2. When BW is olderrr, grayerrrr and sitting in a home for the insane elderly he'll look back and with great Scooby Doo-like vigor and sit bitterly knowing that he would have gotten away with it too if it wasn't for those meddling kids.

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    3. Maybe MartyP will be 'there' as Windsor's elder care advocate, hmm?

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  3. SOB - classic, appropriate and incredibly clever...

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  4. SOB - classic, appropriate and incredibly clever...

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  5. Classic Billshit move of the day:

    Posted a few hours after the first mention of Diane in nearly a year by anyone (bill or otherwise) was made on this blog in the previous string.

    Bill Windsor
    27 minutes ago · 
    BILL WINDSOR OF LAWLESS AMERICA IS ALIVE AND ENJOYING ANOTHER FABULOUS SUNSET.

    If you saw this same sunset, you know where I am.

    Diane Gochin is stalking me again. She emailed me and then emailed Comcast to say I am in a mental institution. Sh emailed that I have a fat ass, and she said she is going to do physical harm to me.

    I bet $100 that her ass is MUCH bigger than mine. I've never had a big ass.

    William M. Windsor
    nobodies@att.net
    Phone: 770-578-1094
    www.LawlessAmerica.org – blog site
    www.LawlessAmerica.com
    www.facebook.com/lawlessamerica2
    www.facebook.com/billwindsor1

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    1. I thought he was going to spare the world of his alive updates?

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    2. Wait, the other day he said LMFAO. He admitted he has a Fat Ass.

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    3. He'd probably forgotten about her and the last post reminded him. He needed a fresh stalker to talk about because he wasn't getting enough comments on FB. Already received physical threats. Won't be long until he has a "veiled" death threat!!!

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    4. Ninja 10:16 Good catch!

      At least someone read my joke!

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    5. I'm sure Mary D got threatened as well by Diane

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    6. LMSAO (laugh my skinny ass off) @ Mary D got threatened by Diane too. Criminal defamation by and through veiled death threats using a fat ass picture icon and HIPPA violations denial of critical care at the gym through association with U of M and her getting kicked our of the treadmill room.

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    7. OMG!! ^^^ that is too funny! Sounded just like her. Hahahahahaha

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    8. Maybe Diane meant flat ass. Like Hank Hill.

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    9. Umm, that would be Diminished Gluteal Syndrome...

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    10. Umm, that would be Diminished Gluteal Syndrome...

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    11. Umm, that would be Diminished Gluteal Syndrome...

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    12. Umm, that would be Diminished Gluteal Syndrome...

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    13. You are persistent. I fell asleep on the job. I'm gonna get punished.

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    14. This is getting ridiculous. I feel bad for you, Ollie, but short of VPN'ing to the blog to see if it's caused by a range of IP's (I have dynamic IP assignment), I can't figure out why this happens.

      I'm not a spammer, my Gmail is largely used for family and I don't post to other blogs...

      It did seem to become problematic on or about the day of "The Sting", when Ginger suggested I edit out a name from a cut/paste FB post...

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    15. I'll bet the problem lies within Google Analytics, on one of our ends...

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    16. Test for Ollie...

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    17. 2nd test for Ollie...

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    18. Third and final test for Ollie...

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    19. Google_will_ take_over_worldAugust 30, 2013 at 2:28 PM

      If this post skips the spam bucket - and only posts once - I think I figured out what Google did with Android 4.3 and Google Analytics on a Nexus 7.

      Time will tell, I guess...

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    20. Wrong again...

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    21. Spammy,

      It really was this bad with me in the beginning. It didn't matter if I was signed into google, posting as anon, posting with a written in name, on my phone, on my pc, on a static IP, . . . blah blah blah, it just hated me in general. I guess I bugged Ginger a bunch because he sent me to the spam bucket to retrieve my own stuff.

      It's not nearly as bad now, but it still catches a few (even with me set as a moderator (or whatever the terminology) on the blog) . . .

      I wandered off today, but it doesn't bother me to retrieve them. It'll eventually figure out out. As of now, it's keeping me more active on the blog than I had been, which I guess is a good thing? Ehh.

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  6. ...at least I can get a good nights sleep now.

    I worry so about the big lug!

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  7. The body armor is kinda a wearable "wish list".

    Problem is, bullets aren't cheap and no one wants to waste their ammo on him.

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  8. Ollie - let's see if this one makes it with one flush...

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  9. Ollie - let's see if this one makes it with one flush...

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    1. Aww. I like it though.

      You funny.

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    2. I like Spamanon! Ginger can we keep him?

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  10. wtf? Virgins? sick freak

    Bill Windsor This photo was shot as I drove and through some bugs splattered on the windshield. Automatic exposure and focus. Camera resting on top of the steering wheel. Blind shot -- no viewfinder. UU, I didn't see any virgins.
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  11. Julia Fletcher says:

    Many individuals stalking family court reform advocates appear to have either the same personal style or the same purposeful tactic. It would help to know their motives. They are either one or a combination of the following: misguided, mistaken, emotionally and/or mentally challenged, sociopaths and/or paid stalkers. Here's what many of them seem to do in the same way: the kind of name calling you'd see in elementary school (maybe to try to stir up primal emotional reactions?), vulgarities crude enough to shock the conscience, incessant contact via emails (it would help if the authorities would use their skills and spy networks to track those emails and hold those doing it accountable), insults posted in several places ie. online blogs, chat rooms etc. and gang-stalking. It would be most interesting to see if any of them are receiving payments for their services. Do any Lawless American fans have the skills to track them and find out who they are and why they do what they do?

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    2. Oh look the instigator advocate fake name Julia Fletcher alias for Marlene Debek speaks. Is she doing Bill's dirty work now, calling for the minions to stalk and hunt down information on court victims that Bill is harassing? Sure sounds like it.

      Wonder if any of the Lawless sleuths can dig up the truth about Marlene Debek to help her ex out, who she lied about in court, destroyed his career and reputation, and who's lies have been a major factor in custody disputes and women not being believed. oh yes, Ms. Debek, you are a dangerous, lying, manipulative, troll, who masquerades as an advocate.

      Here is a start for the sleuths-
      "Court upholds $3.5 million malicious prosecution award. The state Supreme Court has upheld a $3.5 million award to a former Shelton man who sued his ex-fiancée for falsely claiming that he sexually assaulted their daughter."
      (Hint she is from Connecticut)

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    3. Isn't it interesting that Bill claims he hates women liars, but has the biggest one working for him? Perhaps it's because he knows she is a liar just like he is, and the others he claims are liars are innocent. The only logical explanation.

      "It doesn’t take much for a man to be wrongfully charged and put to trial on false sexual assault allegations. Just two years ago a Connecticut Superior Court judge awarded $3.5 million in damages to Ajai Bhatia against a former fiancée who was falsely accused him in 2001of sexually abusing their four-year-old daughter. While a criminal court jury acquitted Bhatia of the false allegations, the charges cost him a $100,000-a-year engineering job, his home, and tens of thousands of dollars in legal expenses. The Hartford Courant on July 2, 2006 reported the following on the case:

      “It was a bittersweet victory for Ajai Bhatia [who] was escorted out of his engineering job at the Shelton office of Pitney-Bowes in handcuffs, accused of being a pedophile, on Dec. 26, 2001. He spent four days in jail. He endured a long criminal trial, was acquitted of sexual assault charges resulting from his fiancée’s complaint and has been the subject of multiple child-abuse investigations involving the state Department of Children and Families.

      “But the whopping monetary award is little solace to Bhatia, who acknowledges that he will probably never recover anywhere near that amount from his former fiancée, Marlene Debek of Bridgeport. And he remains distraught over the damage the accusations have caused in his relationship with his daughter, now 9.
      “After Bhatia was acquitted of the criminal charges in 2003, he filed a malicious prosecution lawsuit against Debek. Connecticut law allows individuals to sue their accusers in a criminal matter if they can prove the accusation was baseless and made with malice.

      “In a ruling in that lawsuit earlier this month, Superior Court Judge Julia L. Aurigemma found that Debek had no probable cause to accuse Bhatia of a crime.

      “‘She did so with malice in that her motive was to harm the plaintiff and keep him from having any contact with their daughter,’ Aurigemma wrote.’In the custody battle, Ms. Debek used the claim of sexual abuse as the final weapon in her arsenal against Mr. Bhatia when her other weapons, false-claims of physical violence and danger of [his] flight to India, were not effective.’

      “Aurigemma awarded Bhatia $2.5 million in damages for his emotional distress, loss of reputation and humiliation, which the judge said was ‘staggering.’”

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  12. Where do you go to apply for one of these stalker positions?? I could use a few extra bucks.

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    1. LMFAO - re: where's the job line? I want to get in the donation line too. I work hard...

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  13. Back to the article, I see BW not too dissimilar to Bud Cort, ala "Harold and Maude"...

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  14. http://www.networksolutions.com/whois/results.jsp?domain=Dianegochin.com

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    1. He is such a dick! I mean, really, is he going to register every name of people he hates? I hope Diane is ready for the narcissistic games of William M Windsor, domain hoarder/squatter. Or, will this be his newest hate . com where he posts more manufactured emails? Dude has completely lost it. (not really sure he ever really had it to begin with though)

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    2. BW and his endless parade of Potemkin enemies...

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    3. I guess that answers the question of who's next. Lookout Diane, he'll be doing drive bye photographing of your house soon. I'm sure he is already in fear for his life & needs a PO too!!!

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    4. I wonder if that vest was a "rent to own" deal...

      He'll use it in his next campaign.

      Have we taken our country back yet? One email at a time?

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  15. Sorry for the caps, but...

    OPEN COMMENT TO BW...

    THE WORLD IS LAUGHING AT YOU. MISSOULA IS LAUGHING AT YOU. YOUR FEW REMAINING FOLLOWERS ARE LAUGHING AT YOU. EVEN "DUMB AS AN ICE CUBE" MARTY PREHN IS DISTANCING HIMSELF FROM YOU.

    FILMING THOSE OFFICERS DELIVERING THAT PO WAS PRICELESS.

    YOU STOOD THERE WITH YOUR PANTS AROUND YOUR ANKLES AND EVERYONE LAUGHED!

    DON'T YOU GET IT?

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